Attempt

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Sleep, cigarettes, sex, 
Time-, travel, caffeine; 
Workouts, hangouts, teds, 
Coco, poetry, music;
Not even red lipstick heals 
The damage you have done. 

Those self-help books  I greased 
With my kohl last night, 
Now burn with kaleidoscopic desires. 

 The wine I coated my wall with 
Recalls the heat of smash. 
I walked on the broken glass 
With my wrists painted in black red. 

 I suffered hell to steal the Fire 
And burn the bridges between us; 
I blocked all the roads, 
And lived in a closet; 
And fed on sniffles. But alas! 
*** 

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